I have to make the decision on whether or not I am going to sing in the choir for the Christmas program before 4:00 tomorrow. I really want to because I would be singing for Christ, on the other hand, since it is in the winter, I don't want to get overwhelmed with practice, hah, even though it is only an hour out of the day on Sunday. I don't know what Im going to do yet. My sister in law has already said that she would do it with me and I can stand next to my cousin. So I have people who are supporting me... but I still don't know. I will probably just decide to go at like 4:00 tomorrow. I just hope that we don't have to audition. Everyone tells me that we don't, and they always sound really good, but it would be my luck to go and find out that for the first year we have to. And also my luck to not make it. Then that would completely ruin my winter and I probably wouldn't go to any of the programs. Wow, my brain does run a lot...
We have the Halloween camp-out thingy next weekend, and I am pretty excited. My friend Rachel might get to come, so that makes me happy. I haven't seen her in a while. I have always wanted to ask a guy to come to that party, but I am about the most shy person in the world, so I would never do it. I won't even invite someone just as friends because I don't want them to think that I like them or something, even if I do. If they found out, they might run away... And that sucks. I wish I could have loads of self-esteem, but I don't.
Class Thursday was really boring. It was critique night so we had to take all of our drawings in and sit around while they were critiqued. Then, with the advanced negative drawing of the bicycle, the class got to vote on their favorites, and, of course, mine wasn't it. Heh, it was kind of embarassing in way, but oh well, I know I can't draw to save my life. I decided that when I got my plant drawing back that I would take it home and work on shading it. I guess I never thought that I could use contour lines to show shading as well. I don't even know how to shade. This one girl in my class did her still life and it looked so real, just because of the way she shaded it. She is a really good artist. It makes me jealous.
Well, Im probably going to take a nap, or surf the web, since I don't feel like doing that stupid project. It is a really dumb project... Anyway, I'll write later, maybe...
We have the Halloween camp-out thingy next weekend, and I am pretty excited. My friend Rachel might get to come, so that makes me happy. I haven't seen her in a while. I have always wanted to ask a guy to come to that party, but I am about the most shy person in the world, so I would never do it. I won't even invite someone just as friends because I don't want them to think that I like them or something, even if I do. If they found out, they might run away... And that sucks. I wish I could have loads of self-esteem, but I don't.
Class Thursday was really boring. It was critique night so we had to take all of our drawings in and sit around while they were critiqued. Then, with the advanced negative drawing of the bicycle, the class got to vote on their favorites, and, of course, mine wasn't it. Heh, it was kind of embarassing in way, but oh well, I know I can't draw to save my life. I decided that when I got my plant drawing back that I would take it home and work on shading it. I guess I never thought that I could use contour lines to show shading as well. I don't even know how to shade. This one girl in my class did her still life and it looked so real, just because of the way she shaded it. She is a really good artist. It makes me jealous.
Well, Im probably going to take a nap, or surf the web, since I don't feel like doing that stupid project. It is a really dumb project... Anyway, I'll write later, maybe...
